i followed you home from schoolntrying not to fall behindnyou and you tall friendsntalking about boysnwe put makeup onnthat night in your roomnyou took a picture of mendressed up in girl's clothesnnnow i know how faeries cleaned my roomnnow i know how santa always knewnsister i love younnweekends on the boatndad hid behind newspapersnyou took trips down the docknto call boys on the phonenand i didn't understandnwhy you wouldn't just ignorenall the sexist shit he'd saynto you and your friendsnnwhen i was a boy i wasn't there for younnow that i'm grown i have no excusensister i love you