a meat mine nnif you could just see me now,nhands pitted blood rednone clasped to my chest,nthe other covering my wound..nbase metal.. nnlike some bag of skin nni felt for one moment that I could reach out to you,nthat the sea in it's wisdom,nit's green blue wisdomncould for one impulsive moment cease it's spring tide nnyou're wasting my time nnsend my aching limbs towards your totem smile..nand that my bleeding might stop..nand that my wounds could heal nnnobody has the decency to say anything nnand that my arm could weld itself to yours nnwe dream together nnpeople pour past me a wilting figurenmetallic,nwooden,nconstrained.. nncagednmaskednhatred nnI felt as if I could see leaves,nI could see summer leavesnthat autumns wind had cast to the ground nngive it up... nnI felt as if I could sculpt timenbut in one momentnthis sweet clay turned to blood..nsea blood,nun-refined.. nnwe sit in silence nni had hoped to sculpt a memory of younsea memories,nof intense colours contained within a million sea stones.. nnspoon fed or watershed.. nngive it up..nand kill. nnjahyawhan.