We sat and watched the thieves steal copper from lightsnTo make the pills that we would take so we could stay up all nightnWe'd talk for days about the stupidest stuffnIt meant the world, but it flew by like most everything good doesnnI had this dream you were swimming in the seanAlone and scared, I watched you struggle from a distance to breathenBut I didn't help, I just watched you slip awaynLike an anchor, when you drowned it helped to stabilize me nnIs it so wrong that this makes me feel complete?nThe ocean swallows every bad memorynTo watch you die, love, ignoring all your pleasnHitting the bottom, I missed your drab heart beat nnWhen I awoke the sun caught fire to breathenI felt you gone and there I lay in a state of reliefnI slept that year as much as I possibly couldnAcquiescing to that solace slowly erasing you