Descended from Emerson, into this lifenFalling, falling, falling into my seventh lifenMy father rode a motorcycle naked in the rainnMother, a flower girl, blonde and 18nThree long days in the Colorado jailnSeven months pregnant, on the western trailnShe met El in San Francisco, so it goesn(She met El in San Francisco, yeah so it goes)nElwyn was out of his head, speed up his nosenMother met a second man, by chancenShe remembered from a hometown high school dancenThe night they got to fighting, man's arms, they let me fallnMy head hit the concrete floor, I didn't move at allnMy mom hysterical, thinking I was deadnShe ran into the street, scared out of her headnI watched the stars in the heavens for a whilenThen I came around for good, but not with a smilenMoved home to the valley where the hippies conspirenEven my grandma loved to get highnMy father dosed liquid LSDnFried his mind for years to come, look what it's done to menThe breakup ensued, I held my baby brother's handnI held my baby brother's handnThe nights that followed, footsteps could be heardn(The nights that followed in the house, footsteps could be heard)nNo one on the second floor accept spirits I have learnednMom and her best friend said, It's time to gonTo Aroyo Hondo, New MexiconAdobe huts, I recall every gathering adobenI was hungry in the desert; I wanted to go homenMorning I awoke; I was all alonen(But I walked outside I realized)nNo one but a fucking geek to share the dusty homen(No one was there; I thought I would die)nAs I walked outside I realizedn(Time stood still; I watched the dome)nNo one was there; I thought I would dien(Then the bug came back, tears in my throat)nTime stood still as I watched the goatn(Next thing I knew I was in public school)nThe nurse of a new bug came back; tears in my throatn(It wasn't much, but it followed the rules)nNext thing I knew I was in public schooln(Sat alone; stood alone)nIt wasn't much, but it followed the rulesn(Tried my best to understand my broken home)nSat alone; stood alonen(I got to watch my poor mother cry)nTried to understand my broken homen(Empty, exposed to all she felt inside)nI got to watch my poor mother cryn(And then I hear these hippies philosophize)nEmpty, exposed to all she felt insidenAnd hear these hippies philosophizenAnd dreaming of the commune in the skyn(Too many changing partners at different timesnBrothers and sisters, don't get too closenAnd dreaming of the commune in the skynAnd mother waves him goodbye, so I'm left here on my puzzle with nobody's help)nBoycott society, then the kids can't socializen(My faith is my strength, living in hell)nWe had a cat named Hope and soon it diedn(Thinking about our locks too thin, wondering if I'm at all like him)nThere were nervous breakdowns every day, numerous crises gamesn(Before the flood, before the flood, of blood, I'm dead serious, you just you wait)nParents like to play, too many changing partnersn(The Nazi Klan looked like 6)nAt different timesn(The plan is well underway)nBrothers and sisters, don't get too closen(Those who crossed me are cursed, will see fewer days)nAnother routine goodbyen(You'll listen to me; let's kill in the street)nSo I'm workin' on my puzzle with nobody's helpn(You made a big mistake so just you fuckin', livin in hell, El)nMy faith is my strength because I'm living in hell, thinkin' about hell,nLocked in the bin, wondering if I'm at all like himnBefore the flood, before the flood of bloodnI'm dead serious, so just you waitnThe Manson Klan will look like saintsn(The Nazi Klan will look like saints)nThe plan's well underway, those who crossed me will see fewer daysn(The plan's well underway, those who crossed me are cursed)nYou're wastable to me; you're roadkill in the streetn(Just you wait, you will see fewer days)nYou're so wastable to me, like the roadkill in the street; you made a big mistaken(Satan)nSo just you fucking waitn(Satan)nBlood on the walls; blood on the wallsn(Satan; Satan)nDear friends, goodbye, needlessly you fuck with me; now you're gonna dienBlood on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the walls; blood on the wallsn(Satan; Satan; Satan; Satan)