She's the center of attention, she's a beauty queen with possibilities.nShe don't care for my affection, she's my obsession in her black designer jeans.nWhat more can I say, she keeps me up at night in unfamiliar ways.nI'll send a message to you, but you won't hear. nI'm hopeless and tired of waiting for you to appear.nI'm close, but you're so far.nnAnother lesson in love.nWhy does it always have to be so hard?nI'm so desperate to feel her. nI've come way too close to leave and let it be.nThrowing my love out to her, praying one day that she'll come take it graciously.nWhat more can I say she keeps me up at night in unfamiliar ways. nnI'll send a message to you, but you won't hear.nI'm hopeless and tired of waiting for you to appear. nI'm close, but you're so far. nnAnother lesson in love.nWhy does it always have to be so hard?