Now that I'm alone I feel the lonely brokennessnOf all the wicked avenues I've ever sold my love onnAll these moments of meekness and trembling subsidednI'm the outright abandon of this orphan childnHome is on the highway living on soft bread and solacenI guess I'm waiting for nightfall or a solar eclipsenAnd to wake up half emptynOnly to be filled again with mourningnHe's my evil shadow dovenMy black Palamito nCan't break him like a diamond skullnI can't seem to do sonCan't just rob him out like thenMob used to do sonLike memories of porno and tea stainsnAnd tobacco O it's a mini disastronBigger than the ice age don't know if baby dinosaursnMaybe could live through it, like Indians and butterfliesnWhat's crushed is my spirit, Oh I fear it is too fragilenLike fall leaves burn like papernnI always knew I would spend a lot of time alonenNo one would understand menMaybe I should go and live amongst the animalsnSpend all my time amongst the animalsnAnd on the tracks I would go they lead to the seanTo be amongst the animalsnnOh I'm just a fall leaf something simple and shy like thatnThat's how my heart lies down beside the sidewalknLike an empty restaurant filled with perfume and balloonsnI sit and entertain the bizarre guests of my soulnHis name still lingers maybe lactates on my tonguenPerhaps I'm just teethin' for a foreign fallen destinynMiserable but mine, I look like his mothernOr Sophia Loren in an old fashioned movienSlow motion I cling to my child desperate for lovenOne day soon my brother died, made me remember all thenSubordinate feelings I cast asidenMaybe I had lied when I said I was oknJust getting along like a little song that stops to sing and saynWild willow, windy winter won't you blow through menMy whole eternity