[Verse 1]nLet's look behind the swarovski crystalsnBehind the .50 calibers and the pistolsnMisused, pardoned self gotta excuse my issuesnFor me to have you a ritualnBut I ain't as crazy as I seem to benIt's just that nothing is the way that is seems to menI'm feeling less then, druggin him up with anti depressentsnIn essence I'm threatenin my character assessmentnTruth told, I figure a few hoe's mixed with some new clothes nShould cover my loop holesnIf I'm misunderstood or mis-guidednStarted when they passed the L' said just try itnWhen I don't wanna get outta bed i just fight itnSometimes I don't eat for days I just dietnOnly live once so if i just like itnI ain't even checkin the price I just buy shitnI'm thinkin that will just hide itnBut all it takes is life to ignite shitnI'm thinkin bout' death wondering how I'm gonna gonI can't be insane for just wantin to knownIn my head I die often, I used to think of suicide oftennGood suit on and a nice coffinnBut that ain't something I would try myselfnStill they lock me in this room all by myselfnI need a... Think I need a .....nn[Hook]nAngel in my life, you see nI am lost in this world of crueltynn[Verse 2]nThey say my symptoms are aggressivenThey titled me a compulsive obsessive slash manic depressivenThey trying to tell I'm a con and I game niggasnThat's one reason I don't even entertain niggasnNot important who they are I won't name niggasnThey like to say I got a tendency to blame niggasnI keep fuckin shit up but keep tryingnIf ya'll would just trust me nI wouldn't just keep lyingnIf I had bread I wouldn't be in debtnLet me clarify, get in depthnI feel like everytime I been lessnWhen ever I invest, whenever I inset, I feel I'm ineptnI try to make them understand nBut they just won't inceptnI tell them 4 million others I am the templatenThere ain't no book that tells a story nThere ain't no indexnWe got some different type of cuts nAnd no they ain't princessnAll this indigest seemingly in lessnHow I take in stress when I always went bestnAching in my chest nAnd yet it still won't break menThey say the room is padded for my own safetynBut the cushion don't soften shitnThey locked the door but still nThey let my thoughts in itnAnd no one can tell me why I'm herenI can't even see the sky from here!nI guess my time is near nn[Hook]nAngel in my life, you see nI am lost in this world of cruelty