Winter is almost over,nChange in air makes it hard to breath.none word of you creates new thoughts,nmore distant than they seem.nOh the warmth it seems to spark my mind.nAllows things to settle down.nBut I’ve found, this is the only place nWhere insecurities scream so loud.nnIf only hope could save you from drowning.nIf I had the guts to sing what’s in my head.nThan I could stop you from making your leave,nAnd somehow make it me instead.nYou’re knee deep in these things now.nAnd you’ve lost all hope for change.nI’ll keep hoping things get better,nAs we find ourselves with age.nnMan how months just seem to fly by.nCrossing borders and several states.nBy next month I’ll leave myself out somewhere.nSurrounded by the same mistakes.nYet the thought of you will remain strong.nI’m saying that with pride.nOh how you’ve left a mark on menI’ll bear it all my lifennIf only hope could save you from drowning.nIf I had the guts to sing what’s in my head.nThan I could stop you from making your leave,nAnd somehow make it me instead.nYou’re knee deep in these things now.nAnd you’ve lost all hope for change.nI’ll keep hoping things get better,nAs we find ourselves with age.nnOh my god this loss it hits my heart.nAnd how could I have left myself so futile?nWinter came and left with you, spring just brought the hope for news.nSeasons change as summers go. I cry I laugh …then came the fall.