If only you were here to hold my head above bloody watersnWe could make it throughnYou turned your back on me and now I do the same to younYou made me feel so hollownHow can the man that you looked up to turn around and say three words that hurt more than you'll ever knownYou don't know what it feels like to be in my shoesnYou turned your back on me as I stood there and fell to the floornThis time there's no reason for me to turn around and scream for helpnBut if only you were here to hold my head above all those things you said to tie me downnI'm looking for forgiveness for something that I didn't even donHow can you call yourself and idol, a person to trust?nHow can I look so high up when you're always holding me down?