Already DeadnnIs there something wrong with me nis this something new that I could improve ( I could improve)nis there some way that I could explain nwhat happens inside of my brain ndid I bring this on to myself (to myself) nnIt not okay nwhatever you say ncause I bring the silence home with me nbut its off my chest nand I don’t need to regressncause I feel the silence killing me nnI wanna feel like somebody loves menI wanna feel like I've made someone proud nI wanna know why I cant explain nI cant explain what’s eatin' my brain ndid I bring this on to myself nnI might be obsessed and think that nobody cares nIts what nobody said, but then I think that I’m deadn