where are you tonight?ni'm writing this letter,nremembering every sky.nand this picture is a shot to the heartnof when i drove home and said i'd never forget you.nnlike the time when the clock read 11:11,nyou said make a wish,nso i wished that we'd never go our separate ways,nor say a thousand bitter things,nbut now i see that wishes are nothing.nnand i hope that somedaynthis place can be everything you hoped it could be,nbut the ocean's too cold,nand i can't take the sun.nyeah, it's just not the place for me - so give it up.nni remember springnand how good it felt to be addicted to you.nevery day and night, i swore that we could win this,nand the distance brought me closer to you.nnwe'd lay in wet grass as the night rolled by,ntalking about all our friends as all of them were getting high.nsometimes i look up at the sky and think of you.ni wonder what you do, because i am without you.nni want it all.ni want to see those city lights.ni want to drive through this town with the windows down,nand my friends screaming,nyour face, your lips, your hands, your scent,nand every word you never meantnis everything that i have left.nis everything that i have:nyour face, your lips, your hands, your scent,nand every word you never meant?nis everything that i have left tonight?ni'm gonna beat it tonight.ni'm sick of feeling sorry - sick of feeling sorry for myself.nn(well, i know you said you'd always listen.nstop and see what you've been missing:ni gave everything i had, and now i have myself.)