Return exhausted to the furthest corners of existence.nContemplating the actions executed.nStill no reaction, no mental spark.nNothing ignites, nothing triggers the soul.nnThe only awakening drug is mayhem and chaos. I reek of indifference.nDisillusioned by my perception, there’s no way back.nnSpiralling down this horrid path with no return. Absorbing the disarray. nMorbid attraction consumes my sanity, as I’m feeding off the frenzy.nnRed is all I see, black is all I feel. Dreams and thoughts turn against me. nThey seek the devastation of my mind to free themselves.nnThe ignorance possessed by me gnaws at my humanity.nOblivious to this fact, hatred plants it’s seed in me.nInside I’m rotting, I’m slowly disappearingnAs my madness is spreading like ripples on water.nnEverlasting inner battle between sane and insane.nCo-existence is not an option nThe eradication of one kills the other.nnThey churn and grind at eachothernCausing lethal friction to close prey.nnThe rotten core of my inner self, screams and spits at all living matternContradicts my own being.nnAbsorbing the disarraynnGone seems all hope of recovery.nI’m engulfed in a vile mental world