i walk around today with one feeling a black hole of perpetual doubtnn people's happy expressions come at me but they don't seem to make their out.nn it was a cold autumn day just like this one when i tore our world apartnn i swear one of these days they're gonna find me on the floor dead of a broken heart.nnnn i hope someday you're a big big star like audrey or bridgette bardotnn but in my dreams you're already famous cause you always play the leading rolenn maybe one day you'll think that i was just young and dumb and forgive all my sinsnn but i got the feeling it's something you don't believe in and you're never gonna let me back in.nnnn you used to say i was the sweetest little puppy every time every time you looked in my eyesnn well, you know, a puppy's still a dog and dog is so good at telling lies.