He wonders why he made those choicesnI guess he made them all for younGot something that he wants to tell younGot something that you should knownEveryone is laughing at younThey all laugh behind your backnThey talk about you when you were differentnThey talk about when you fell off tracknThese fathers don't know the differencenThey just see their sons and smilenEven though he is burning all his bridgesnThese things just take a whilenHe looks back for the last timenThen leaves, but we all know he'll be backnnA toast to broken glassn(Treading bloody feet)nAn oath that never lastsn(His father sheds a tear)nnThrough the desert marching slowlynWalking towards the greennIn a forest so damp and witherednWhere nothing is as it seemsnTo the mountains way beyond himnSees his father's face in rocksnGotta get there, gotta keep goingnBut now his smile dropsnGone back to where he startednGone back to hell knows wherenFinds some water in a bottle can't opennThis thirst is his despairnFalls to his knees and cryingnCrying won't get you anywherennI still love you, yes I still love you..nnI still believe in you and I forgive you father's sonnI still have faith in you but now I have to walk awaynThis virgin whore is silvernA silver gun loaded at your heartnHis friends all turned away from himnThey told him he'd be better off dead