now you want to make amendsn(pay for mistakes you make over and over again)nare you gonna beg me?n('cause you only tear me up inside)nnow you want to be my friendn(but i can't go back without a better defense)nyou intoxicate men(but you have to understand that)nI won't wait forever, I won't waitnn[chorus:]nlook what you have become nyou must make your parents oh so proudna shell of what I've loved nyou're nothing but dead to me nownnthis chapter starts againn(we try our best to stay away from the past)nwe both know the endingn(still it doesn't open up our eyes)nwe can't stay our handsn(we convince ourselves that we are different this time)nbreaks not worth mendingn(still we have to understand that)nwe can't say forevernwe can't staynn[chorus]nnand these decisions, these body rhythms,nyour memory's still burned into these arms you used to fillnand this surrender's so far from tendernI can't wait to...nn[chorus x2]nnnothing but dead (dead!) to me now