A lost forgotten world of minenSettles down into my spinenFor now, it's herenFor now, it's very clearnnIt's passing too fastnAnd taken from menThe time now at lastnIs lost now to menAruba is gone and there's nothing to seenThe pain I feel now it is taking my seednThe thoughts now depress, this is my blood and fleshnthey are taking from mennA pine that guards my abode will disappearnMy eyes won't see that there's nothing to fearnToday the time is nearnBut tomorrow soon is herennIt seems all fake nownDon't like it at allnThe lock on the doornwon't protect my worldnnDark clouds loom in my headnI take a long breath thatnclears my whole entirenhead and clears the firenTime to say goodbyenA tear falls from my eyennWhy?nnI will vow and take it all backnPromise to my mom and all thatnshowed me how to live the way thatngod has taught and I will bring backnFeel the way I feel, you want it?nSee it gone? I kneel and pray thatnI can finally get it all backnDon't get in my waynI see it